... am fost intrebata aseara. Si mi-a venit in gand aceasta scrisoare a lui Beethoven adresata nu se stie cui... posibil catre o iubire "interzisa"...
Though still in bed, my thoughts go out to you, my Immortal Beloved, now and then joyfully, then sadly, waiting to learn whether or not fate will hear us - I can live only wholly with you or not at all - Yes, I am resolved to wander so long away from you until I can fly to your arms and say that I am really at home with you, and can send my soul unwrapped in you into the land of spirits - Yes, unhappily it must be so - You will be the more contained since you know my fidelity to you. No one else can ever possess my heart - never - never - Oh God, why must one be parted from one whom one so loves. And yet my life in V is now a wretched life - Your love makes me at once the happiest and the unhappiest of men - At my age I need a steady, quiet life - can that be so in our connection? My angel, I have just been told that the mail coach goes every day - therefore I must close at once so that you may receive the letter at once - Be calm, only by a calm consideration of our existence can we achieve our purpose to live together - Be calm - love me - today - yesterday - what tearful longings for you - you - you - my life - my all - farewell. Oh continue to love me - never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved.
ever thine
ever mine
ever ours
Nu stiu ce e mai rau: sa fii iubit de la distanta sau sa nu fii iubit deloc? Sa suferi ca nu esti cu persoana draga sau pentru ca persoana draga nici nu ai intalnit-o inca? :) Dar nu am sa compar situatiile, caci este imposibil de asezat un semn matematic intre ele. Daca sunt persoane diferite implicate, e clar ca nu se pot compara, iar daca asemenea intamplari au facut parte din viata aceleasi persoane, ele nu au fost in acelasi timp, deci persoana nu a mai fost aceeasi.
Cred ca cel mai important este ceea ce realizezi in timp ce astepti ca "fate will hear us", ce esti dispus sa sacrifici, ce esti dispus sa lasi in urma, ce faci pentru fiinta ta si pentru cele din jurul tau cat dragostea propriu-zis lipseste din viata ta. Asa rezisti.
